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Amanda Rae
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Priscilla shares her REHAB experience
Part 2 👇
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Other interview with Priscilla
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Jacob’s story in lifeline
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Jacob’s story in lifeline
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The world of CHRISTIAN YouTubers
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How an Ex-Mormon Missed All the Red Flags (relationship horror stories)
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Getting annoyed at POLYGAMOUS MEN(again)
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Getting annoyed at POLYGAMOUS MEN(again)
What growing up in a CULT taught me
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What growing up in a CULT taught me
THE ORDER CULT keeping power by silencing WOMEN
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THE ORDER CULT keeping power by silencing WOMEN
Playing the game of broken hearts 💔
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Playing the game of broken hearts 💔
Cult upbringing (with Sam and Melissa)
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Cult upbringing (with Sam and Melissa)
Cult member react SISTER WIVES TELL ALL (part2)
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Cult member react SISTER WIVES TELL ALL (part2)
Cult member reacts to SISTER WIVES TELL ALL
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Cult member reacts to SISTER WIVES TELL ALL
ExPolygamy CULT members react to SISTER WIVES
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ExPolygamy CULT members react to SISTER WIVES
ExCult Members React to SISTER WIVES
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ExCult Members React to SISTER WIVES
Purity culture in Polygamist CULTS (With @Valiant.Unicorn )
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Purity culture in Polygamist CULTS (With @Valiant.Unicorn )
ex CULT member reacts to SISTER WIVES (knife in the kidney episode)
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ex CULT member reacts to SISTER WIVES (knife in the kidney episode)
Ex Cult member reacts to Christine leaving Kody
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Ex Cult member reacts to Christine leaving Kody
an ex CULT member review of Sister Wives
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an ex CULT member review of Sister Wives
The second coming??? Creepy Story From My CULT!
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The second coming??? Creepy Story From My CULT!
Who started the INCE$T in the order? (Creepy Story From My Cult🎃)
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Who started the INCE$T in the order? (Creepy Story From My Cult🎃)
STEALING FOR GOD (THE REAL ORDER HISTORY)
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STEALING FOR GOD (THE REAL ORDER HISTORY)
Can you be in love with MULTIPLE partners at once?
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Can you be in love with MULTIPLE partners at once?
JACOB KINGSTON my POLYGAMOUS cousin defrauded the U.S government
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JACOB KINGSTON my POLYGAMOUS cousin defrauded the U.S government
The way she says hi in the beginning is so cute 🥰 😊
Excellent advice. ❤
I know he would hate me because I would have started laughing my butt off the moment he was talking about years wasted and getting all emotional 🤡
If I made a drinking game out of every time he says “cap in hand”, I’d get drunk. If I made a drinking game out of every time he defends Robin and tears down Christine, I’d be in liver failure
How did you overcome the fear of the unknown, going from what you did with your family to leaving the family and church to be on your own. Takes a strong person to do that, especially as young as some of you were.
theres also no love there
I feel like Robyn used it as a hook. I feel like she's a knew Christian was going to say no, and she knew it was set Cody off.
I feel like Robyn used it as a hook. I feel like she's a knew Christian was going to say no, and she knew it was set Cody off.
Extended Prayers and Keep Strong 💪 ✔️
I enjoy all versions of you! Always interesting and fun!!
This isn’t like the 1600s?? Why’re they trying to marry these young girls and have kids with them??? How about *no* ????
As a mother, I can't imagine being willing to lose one of my children. I also don't get how they think God would want all these things. They make God seem like an abusive boyfriend rather than a loving Father. As parents, it is normally instinct to want our children to be happy, fulfilled and safe, so as our Father, wouldn't God want the same for all of us? Your parents should be so proud of you and the woman you've grown into.
Sorry, but that is worse than prison! You were basically stripped of all human rights in there. As a child. As a European, it is WILD to me that these establishments are legal! Even murderers and rapist are treated better in our prison here than you were in there. I am so deeply sorry for you and all the young people who are tortured and manipulated like than.
In Islam, they all face the same direction too when praying (has to be facing towards Mecca I guess?). I wonder if the order was supposed to be facing the Mormon temple or something? Either way, both are culty haha.
No offense but I am going to check out another video but these Mormon women who escape polygamy are so 'hella' beautiful it kills my heart and makes my chubby waist feel like an inner tube (its not but lol)
This was or is live and how is it all these women who run from polygamy are so goddess-level beautiful? Like...I am that gorgeous if I tilt my head right on camera but...LOL
o_0 I have no idea who you are but I was an outsider jerked in for about 2-3 yeas and I am half bat sh*t nuts and still get followed so... o_0
I am not saying you are crazy. I just can feel the I want to bash this stupid camera frustration. That's all...I want to take my wine bottle and chug it (I am not a Kingston but that was which, and Jeff Warren...but... -_o
Im not from a cult and had a pretty normal childhood and i still talk to myself and say we as in me lol 😂😂😂
Yes I hate the heat ... I live in Georgia... its so hot and its not dry heat like vegas (ive been to vegas ) its hot but very different I want to move somewhere cold like new england area or Minnesota 😂
I laughed when you talked about road rage, I instantly knew you were talking about Phoenix 😅 the heat just does something to us. I also worked with a lady who's bf removed all batteries from her car because she had a habit of throwing them at cars that pissed her off. She said they're great for shattering windows 😬
A piece of porcelain especially off a spark plug (the white coating) just the size of a skittle thrown with aggressive force with alil umph but not like all your force will shatter a cars window in tiny pieces everywhere.
This is why I love watching your videos so much cuz I relate to you so much like how you want to do everything yourself I do the same exact thing plus I always feel like I’m a mess but you’re really doing amazing
Thank you so much for talking about eating disorders! And for including not only restricting but binge eating because the distress that both ends of the spectrum cause is real! And I also think that eating disorders probably are more common in people who are coping with trauma?
Break the silence. Break the cycle.
My grandmother said talking to yourself is a sign of intelligence.
B.u.t why I feel so retarded when I notice I'm doing it and people might of caught me doing it????
I feel like the leaders in the Order have three brain cells, two of them are fighting each other and the third one is just trying to function
First time in my life living alone for last 2 and a half years. Have wonderful conversations with me myself and I. We keep very entertained we drink wine we play loud music we laugh we cry. I've had to process 2 bereavements and it's been great to have the freedom time and space to do this in a healthy way. So keep on talking Amanda we think it's great. Also known as tge royal 'we' as the Queens and King's eg of England always speak that way. And if it is good enough for royalty we'll we are in good company!😂
I recently went through a marriage filled with emotional, narcissistic, psychological, verbal, spiritual abuse, etc. I eventually made the necessary decision to divorce. I am recognizing the spiritual abuse in addition to all the different abuse you all have endured. So many polygamist cult members endure that abuse at the hands of their families and leaders. I feel so sad that many people don't understand what abuse is...until we do. Thank you for sharing your stories. I feel so sad spiritual abuse is so frequent with abusive people. 💓
You are so smart. I hope you push yourself to the top of your potential, Amanda Rae. Hugs from this 🇨🇦 grandma
Im a paramedic in Colorado and I have been doing it for 16 years, I had patients pass out and code, I intubated patients and later I found out they coded later, as for patients praying those patients were not in real danger of dying they just thought they were, when your body starts the dying process you are beyond the ability to pray verbally, more so you produce a death rattle sound or snoring if bleeding fills the lungs.
Do you think they were in pain?
your too friggin adorable... ice water in a wine glass with a straw. I myself have done so with thee water on the rocks no straw. I like your style. 😂
Reposting this from an IG message I sent to you: I’m so bummed I missed the live but wanted you to know that delegating to an employee to edit, take care of your site, be a personal assistant when needed is good for your mental health. By letting go of the things you’ve already put in place, you are giving yourself time for other opportunities to come your way, be it something you’ve wanted to do or something amazing that you’ve never dreamed of before. And also to just enjoy life without feeling overwhelmed or burdened by your career. You’re worthy & deserving of that, especially after all of the help & inspiration you’ve given so many others.
I have seen some triggering videos lately promoting fundamentalist beliefs and books which advocate submission and abuse in marriage. If this is the way to get to heaven count me out. This sounds like Hell to me. I definitely prefer the Christians that promote love and well being.
You’re a hero of speaking truth - both the hard stuff and the humor - both come from your heart and from the truth. You keep it real. Thank you Amanda!
The panting! Gross. Haven't seen anything like it since Tom Cruise played that awful "respect the c*ck, tame the c*nt" Frank TJ Mackie creep in "Magnolia". Congrats, Kody, for taking this level of vomitude out of the realm of fiction.
Cults want to string you along, to make you feel that constantly being apologetic for anything and everything you are is always going to be a living body of sin and to keep the carrot on the end of the string so close you and see it, smell it and maybe even get a small nibble now and then but never satisfied. You can never be enough for these people because they are NOT God and they expect impossible physical changes rather than spiritual Allegiance. You can't please men that are all about power, pleasure and seek subservience. They serve far too much enjoyment out of female unhappiness. We have to learn female happiness cannot be tied up in what men tell us God expects of us. We need to seek God and if a man tells us to do anything that is against God, then he will have to answer to God in the day of judgement as to why he did that ☝🏼🤨 pray for your enemies because those are the ones that need God's forgiveness most✌🏼✌🏼😎
Many religions have that "cult mentality". It is amazing how they can twist what the bible says to fit their agenda. Not only that, but they contradict themselves much of the time. It is amazing how they can justify unfair and abusive treatment of women. That is what you call a good God . I have to do some mental gymnastics on that one.
Guess there motto Is sharing is caring to a whole different level
Wow 🤮🤢
Amanda if you want some black dick I can help you with that.....😊
Amanda if you want some black dick......I can help you with that.....😊 Don't be rasist.....
You two are truly wise
He’s on whistleblower too! I thought it was weird in the episode that she married him the day she turned 18 even though he’s so much older…
I think it's on a different episode but Robyn talks Meri out of inviting everyone to her house for Christmas. Robyn said she was afraid of fighting. It is tradition for the family to be a Meri's for Christmas Eve. Another family tradition that Robyn put an end to. She's so evil !
Amanda, your profound thought is profound.
Kody is joyous at the prospect to trash talk Christine. He's begging the wives to chime in.
Women are too powerful, that's why dei want to tear dei down! We have intuition, intelligence, bravery, strenth, real spirituality, we can deliver a new life.
The truth about doctors and the pharmaceutical industry is somewhere in the middle, especially US doctors are funded by the pharmaceutical industry. Regarding Covid, it wasn't a vaccine and it's good that you're distrustful, it's better not to have been vaccinated. It's just as well that you didn't eat sweets in your cult or drink alcohol, on the other hand, sometimes only a real doctor can help save a life. Comfrey should definitely not be drink it's only for eksternal use in creams. For example, if some from your ex cult was prevented to go to the doctor by the cult leader and this person die, or have complications he should go do jail.
I’m a grown ass woman but I cackled at “such my pee pee” and idk why 😂
“You boink your sister, you get a ticket to heaven” 😂💀
Seriously, I feel horrible that Priscilla had to find out what a prison purse was in such a humiliating & degrading way.